Well, I havent updated this in quite some time now... oh well. Things arent goin' too great at the moment. I'm not exactly in the best of moods either. -sighz- life totally sux man... wats the point. All that's ever in mine is pain and regret... pffft. I've got parents evening tomorrow night. Can't wait. My dad ses that if it's a crap report - which i think it will be - then I'm gonna be grounded till my Standard Grades... which is in May. And I have my Prelims in January and I haven't started studyin yet! And I have an English essay for tomorrow! AAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!

Now I will tell you what I've done for you

50 thousand tears I've cried
Screaming, deceiving, and bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me
Don't want your hand this time, I'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom

I'm dying again...

I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
I'm going under

Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
So I don't know what's real and what's not
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore

I'm dying again

I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
I'm going under

So go on and scream
Scream at me
I'm so far away
I won't be broken again
I've got to breathe
I can't keep going under

I'm dying again

I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
I'm going under


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